Updates and a confusing situation

The mammogram was just what you all said it would be, uncomfortable but not painful. Actually it wasn't even uncomfortable until she did my right boob for the fifth time. Here's how the scene played out.

After doing both breast, the technician asked, "Is your right breast bigger than your left". My response,"I don't know, want to see." Her response, "UUH no that's okay, but do you mind if I do it again." "No that's fine". So this went on three more times. By the end my response to "Can I do it again?" was "Nooo" kind of in a whiny way, like when you ask a child if they were the one who colored on the wall and they respond "Nooo".

The technician was very nice and in the end it was good that she got good pictures of both breast. And now I know, and you do to for that matter, that my right breast is slightly bigger than my left. I did wake up to a sore (at least) right breast this morning.

Here's my "little" starter garden. I'm not suppose to plant them outside until May 15th. Will my zucchini plants make it that long? They are already lying down. Any advice?

Now for the confusing situation. Last week upon returning home from an outing, Jack went into the house before me. He came running back out crying and saying "Mom there's a black monster in the house and he said he is going to take me away". This happen at about 9am or so and Jack cried till about 6pm that night. Of course it wasn't a continual cry but it was pretty constant and often it was the kind of crying that was uncontrollable and took his breath away. He would also repeat over and over, "Mom the black monster says it's time to go. Please mommy I don't want to leave you". Needless to say, by the end of the day I was pretty shook-up. I was even asking myself, "Does he know something I don't know? Was he given some kind a insight into the day? Silly I know, but it was a very strange occurrence. He is not my "drama" child and has never acted this way before.

At the end of the day he said he thought he wasn't scared anymore. I had him sleep with me that night. I didn't get much sleep. I just kept waking up to make sure he was still "with me". Since that experience he has had trouble going to sleep at night. Each night when it's time to go to bed he cries and says he is scared of the monster. This comes from a kid who use to love to go to bed. He would run and jump into bed and pull the covers up and say how much he loved his bed, now he is crying every night.

Jesse put him to bed last night and said it went better, so I was hopeful things would get back to normal. However, this morning he came and got in bed with me. He laid there for awhile and then softly crying he said, "Mommy can you make me feel safe." So I held him and I thought he had fallen back to sleep but a few moments later he said, still crying, "Mommy please. I want to feel safe." So I said, "Jack can mommy say a pray with you". After the prayer he said the monster is gone now but he said he'll be back tonight."

I'm at a loss and my heart is breaking for my baby. Any advice??